CRISTAL

2008-05-13T19:20:00.003+08:00

screams
[points middle finger straight into your face for fun]
i completely fucked my papers upside down
barfed
adventurous roller coaster rides of emotions
it was a fun
got your ticket?
then hope onto the ride &join in the fun
unforgettable,
it'll get you months to recover i swear
oh well
too bad for you
[sticks tongue out]
this game is only for me
VIP :D
(not)

got a new mouse
my previous one couldn't left click
I
WANT
SONGS
~~&to die~~
no more grievings on LOVESNOTONLYBLINDBUTDEATH
whao, what a mouthful
this desperation

watched Ironman
(theme song rings)
with baby &Gary

HAPPY (belated) MAMAS' DAY

HOLIHOLIDAYS!
THEY'RE COMING!
commitment for this June:
"to arts; i will paint and nothing more"
hey,
you can use this phrase as an intelligen quote or sth in futute
so you'd probably see sth like this:

"TO ARTS; I WILL PAINT AND NOTHING MORE"
-Cristal Tan

2008-04-03T22:45:00.003+08:00

here (in your arms)
ok,
been blog suuuuuuuuuurrffing for a while.
i'm suppose to do my maths and lit like now,
but,
who bothers?
and,
i'm trying desperately to help Rui Yun (&myself)
by finding good freestyle or any fill- in (s)
disconnecting; side tracking.
okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk,
back to the point on blog suuuuuuuuuurrffing,
i've seen people updating,
so ya,
had the feeling to blog a little.

ytd's IFD prject/ presentation wasn't as fun as we expected it to be,
it wasn't easy,
but we can't do much,
we're tired,
tallk much.

GOT MY CONTACTS ON (:
and it flew out from my left eye during Orchestra,
it was an epic search for my lens when it was missing;
imagine one of your eye is crystal- crystal clear,
while the other is half blind,
it was that. bad.
but but,
after 2 seconds of panicking and searching,
i gasped! as in literally,
it was on my left shoulder,
i found it,
yay me (:
right,
there i go,
side tracking again.

back to the point of the IFD project/ presentation,
yaya,
bribary bribary,
whatever you want to call it,
its long over,
even if we're disqualified or anything,
come on, it's not gonna make any difference anyway.
but it was really nice of Hui Zhen,
she said i was using "beauty bribary".
HAHA!
i'm like blushing in front of the monitor now.
yes people,
vomit your guts out now,
"beauty?"
i'm not bragging i'm gorgeous like those models of glossy magazine pages,
but still,
damn i'm not making any point here.
MY EYES ARE LARGER THAN YOURS,
in your face people,
ha!

oh my god,
the freaky principal just popped into the class during physics today,
i didn't realise her presense in class
and i was still happily playing with a rubrik's cube,
dammit.

CLASS PHOTO!
"the two girls behind, no kissing."
stupid photographer,
why can't i kiss Sha?
and we weren't kissing,
i could hv though,
so i ended up smiling,
how boring.

alright,
and this little bit of the nonsensical post goes out to..
those who made my 15th BIRTHDAY SPECIAL (:
it wasn't all grand and fancy and super sweet,
but it was really sweet of you guys to wish me a happy birthday,
get me presents (:
i kept them nicely.
&Feng Yi,
for going through the trouble to actually buy me a cake,
and a PATRICK STARFISH BALLOON,
and a little soft toy,
god i love you.
my Wu Pei Yi &Fatheen,
i love the brownie that you made.
i had to eat two cakes on that day,
my zip almost burst,
but that's ok,
i'm willing to gain that few pounds
cause in the first place i do not even have a mere decent figure.
Sha &Levon,
for that little fraction of brownie,
with a 'C' on it that was dusted with icing,
i savoured evey little bite of it :D
&everyone one who made it special <3
thank you all.
and baby for buying me roses,
its what i always wanted.
you gave it to me though belated,
i almost cried when i hugged you,
i love you.

alright this is getting no where and very abhorrent,
ha.
right,
shall update once more,
when ever.

OH YES!
MONTAGE IS COMING!
GET YOUR TIX FROM ME :D
PLEASE AND THANK YOU
BUENO NOCHE

2008-03-17T23:18:00.003+08:00

REOPENING OF SCHOOL
i get to see <3d'o8 again {:
yayness.
MARK YOUR CALENDERS!
SCRIBBLE ON EVERY SINGLE SHEET OF PAPER YOU OWN!
TATTOO IT ON YOUR SKIN!
WRITE IT ACROSS YOUR FACE!
REMIND YOURSELF!
&COUNTDOWN WITH ME
8 MORE DAYS TO MY 15TH!
gosh i'm so fucking excited about turning 15 {:
in a good way,
please don't think of this wrongly
calm down Cristal, calm down, breathe.
(breathes slowly, inhaling and exhaling deeply)
ok,
changes in time table.
i wish it was a tramatising ( ? spelling ) drastic change
where the entire time table goes topsy- turvy ( ? spelling )
damn, i suck at spelling ):
anyyyyyyyyyyyyywaaaaaaaaaaaaayys,
(pause here for like 5 minutes)

gosh, i just realised nothing amusing happened today
at least i can't think off,
dammit.
now dammit again why is everyone getting this Shoet Term Memory thing?
its like a disease or sth,
infected with.
AN EXCUSE!
unless i'm ooooooooooooooooold or schizopheric,
that's a reason,
otherwise there's no expection for forgetting.
i learnt my lit. well (:
well enough to get the lowest in class
HEYOH!
isn't she lovely?

2008-03-12T22:52:00.005+08:00

I WANT A NEW LIFE!
for good(:
yayness!
all you people reading this damn thing now,
you only have 13 MORE DAYS before you either
a) give me a BIRTHDAY PRESENT :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
b) give me 15 BIRTHDAY BASHES!
or
c) CATCH THE MAROON 5 CONCERT WITH ME!
that is, if i'm going.
HURRY!
TIME IS RUNNING OUT!
&I'M GONNA GET THAT FREAKIN' IC THING SOON!
SAY OH MY GOD WITH ME (:
be happy people,
i UPDATED,
HA!
in all of your smelly smelly faces (NOT)
ok, i didn't mean it, honest.
but still,
HA!
ok, i'm getting too carried away.
yay i got my instrument <3
i play it everyday :D
NO MORE GRIEVINGS ON LOVESNOTONLYBLINDBUTDEATH.
at the very least i spoke a little about my life (:
ok, you might be wondering,
why the hell is SHE here in Singapore and not THERE in OBS?
it's a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong story,
&i swear its longer that is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
longer than your grandma's.
dates back all the way to HITLER'S time
ok, that was a little exagerrated.
BUT STILL!
its long.
SUBWAY eat fresh MADNESS
I LOVE SUBWAY! <3
DON'T YOU JUST LOVE IT TOO? :}
MY GOSH!
I MISS ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS &BESTIES <3>IN MJR AND ELSEWHERE,
I SO FREAKING HAVE TO CALL EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM OUT.
HEY,
YOU NEVER KNOW,
IT COULD BE YOU (:
EVERYBODY SAY AWWW WITH ME
READY?
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~
I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS &BESTIES <3
&MY CLASS IS A WACK :DDD <3d'o8
HAHAS
I NEED A LIFE,
I'M GONNA GET IT,
SERIOUSLY.
&for once you get to see some colours, huh?

2008-01-30T22:13:00.001+08:00

serj tankian <3
its sad,
mainstreams &undergrounds ):
anyways,
new seating arrangement;
grumbles,
i can't sit with my sexy ):
help to paint Pei Yi/ Fatheen's class
my skirt is baby pink

ok, enough of grieving on lovesnotonlyblindbutdeath,
i need a bigger jar,
seriously.

happy 15 month anni baby <3

2008-01-29T18:48:00.000+08:00

tmr's 15 mth <3
hoho (:

tied to the testing of wails

{FengYiC.ristalT.3
FENGYIismysexy
i love everyone else who's been there,
here.
hello,
it's breathing,
once again.

(nothing more than a line in your book)

sch's reopened

2008-01-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

school's ok
so far
no wait,
it could,
and has been getting worser for me.

why can't we make the darkness feel like home?

break downs and barfs(almost).
freak sec1 orientation performance(6).
new teacher and extremely loud classmates for a change.
at weak's end,
what a fuck mess,
infected with,
caged.

one word

2007-12-16T17:12:00.000+08:00

i've finally come to realise this one word says it all;
neglected
yes.
&i believe there's pretty nothing more,
or rather nothing left
for me
anymore.
sometimes i wonder if misery runs in th family,
hey,
you never know,
maybe it really does.

these 3 alphabets

2007-12-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

YESYESYESYESYESYESYESYESYESYES
Y
E
S
these 3 alphabets
(if you experience or encounter difficulty counting)
spells;
YES
in caps.
add an exclamation mark (!)
you'll get;
YES!
hello (:
back with the round smile,
square smile is too cheeeeeeeeeesy [:
curly smile does not make a nice smiley {:
stick to B.E.A.T.
no,
stick to th old round smile (:
but that's not th point.
YES!YES!YES!
AFTER 2 DONKEY YRS OF FREAKING WAITING
I'VE OFFICIALLY GOT INTO
NAFA
Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts
(blogger does not offer hot pink)
so,
i finally have my desired combination (: round smile
instead of plainly;
english &chinese
elementary &additional mathematics
combined science
elective history &social studies
&literature!
i'm taking integrated 'O' level Arts
at NAFA
yayyayyayme(:

i want more TIME
need to work out more
complete freaking homework } so unlike me
spend time with girlfriends
study } unlike me either
accompany my honey too <3

i don't quite know what i want for x'mas this yr,
i wonder what santa would give me~
hahs.
i better start,
no,
stop,
dreaming.

2007-11-26T15:20:00.000+08:00

ok,
short update [:
stupid cheesy smile.
i've been looking at a hell lot of photos,
i looked like shit over the years, gah.
anyways,
deperate for scores, as usual
I NEED SONGS!
i wanto change my wardrobe too [:
yay me -.-
ok,
guess this is abt all for this mth,
4 more days to 13 mths, hoho.
making my ass to th gym,
say byebye to 500 pounds of calories [:
good riddance.

back in red

2007-11-20T20:10:00.000+08:00

will update some other time,
probably.

HOHOHOLIDAYS!

I know you'd like to think your shit don't stank
But lean a little bit closer
See that roses really smell like BOO-BOO-OOO
Yeah, roses really smell like BOO-BOO-OOO

lots&lots&lots of things happened;
WE'VE HIT 365 DAYS ON 30.10/07 TUESDAY!
&counting,

from w550i to w580i,

I'M TAKING ENGLISHCHINESE
ELEMENTARYMATHEMATICSADVANCEDMATHEMATICS
COMBINEDSCIENCE(PHYSICS&CHEMISTRY)HISTORYELECTIVESOCIALSTUDIES
&LASTBUTNOTLEASTLITERATURE!
&everyone thought i got into art but no,

&i can't quite bother to recall,

thank you.

2007-08-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

good day (:
okkae,
maybe night.
whatever
back to blogging after rotting.
yay-ness.
I SAW CHOW HUI MIN LAST SATURDAY AND TODAY!
i so miss my besties <3
had tuition, GARGHH
then went over to Poopoo's hse
Gary came
i cab to PS
had drums lessons
THEN I SAW CHOW HUI MIN
Gary and Alyysa came
i hope i got th spelling right.
anyways,
th guys played at th arcade
Alyysa and i walked around
bought takos
oh yea
then we went to Raffles Place
then BK
then Poopoo's hse agn
then home.
there (:
my blog is breathing agn.

2007-07-24T13:30:00.008+08:00

hello (:
we're hving physics now
yes
wdv
okkae
here to save my blog from devastation
CRISTAL TO TH RESCUE~
maybe i'll come back ltr to update further?
coz i'm visiting my new born baby conusin ltr (:
damn it she eye balls are super huge
its like she's wearing contacts
but she's tuning 2 wks old :DDD
i'm Cristal
&she's Jewel <3
i love my baby cousin
&yes
Kok Hua, my POOPOO too ^^
yeaaaaaaaaaa
oh ya
came back form my revisit of EMPOWER U
i screamed and coughed too much
throat infection ):
GARGHH!

2007-07-09T19:57:00.000+08:00

hoho
BOUGHT NEW SCHOOL SHOES (:
yea.
i prefer my torn and tattered one though..
came back from the 3D2N camp
i didn't noe where i was.
heck,
i don't bother updating abt it.
GARGHH!
need songs
NEED SONGS!
this is so random.
god i'm so lazy
OMG!
GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT!
okkae,
1

2

3

OMFG!
SCREAM IT WITH ME:
I SHRAAAAAAAAAANKK!! ):
*cries*

can you believe it?!
i WAS initially 148.5 cm
its bad enough
and now i'm 148.3 cm!?
oh my ):
i shrank by point 2 cm okkae?!
this is so not right
its saddening..
while everyone is growin,
YOU'RE SHRINKING!
):
its okkae..
i'll simply hug my knees up to my chin, sit in a quiet corner and weep silently..
hahas.
nahh,
that will never happen.
hahas.

poopoo walked me home today
after some humans thingy
jumped and jumped
heex
went to macs
and ate a lil
slacked around and talked
and he sent me home
after i went to buy some stuff
thank you baba <3
muacky
WOOOHEEHOO

quiz

2007-06-21T19:47:00.000+08:00

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

these quizes are insane and random -.-
hahs

under construction

2007-06-21T18:48:00.000+08:00

constructing my own blogskin
with my ideas and originality
i won't copy
sch's starting soon
GARGHH!!
another 3 mths with KYY!
oh boy ):
but there's LAKSA &SPAGHETTI!
HURRAY!
hv tons of hw undone &untouched (:
but hv to do them somehow ):
went to POOPOO's <3 today!
he cooked instant noodles and i helped im a lil ^^
hahas
then he pei me go macs eat
I SAW ADELINE MOMMY!
&she stole my fries *angry
i know,
i shall eat her tofu when sch reopens!
oh yeaaaaa
this shd be yummy (:
WHAHAHAS
meanwhile
i will hv to complete my hw like what i promised my POOPOO <3

alive!

2007-06-13T17:32:00.000+08:00

good day
hahs
okkae
been told and requested to update my blog by POO POO <3
i love my POO POO <3
so anyways
went to POO POO <3 de house

cooked there

hahas

i'm horried in cooking ):

but i'll cook meals one day

SOME DAY..

hope they'll not turn out disasterous..

however you spell it..

hahahs

okkae

hope this shd be enoguh

good day ppl (:

lady

2007-05-22T17:54:00.000+08:00

be a lady
sit like one
must be one
swim swim swim,
jump jump jump~
study study study~~
DAMN!
i screwed my MYE
and i mean it.
science, hist, ang moth pulled me down.
down down down.
MDM WI MADE ME FLUNK MY EL PAPER!? (th skinny one)
get her dog to fuck her upside down
please!
someone,
anyone!
just do it.
and do it hard.
wtf
its like i didn't offend or talk to her right?
she wrote
"don't try to be funny"
wtf
its like she literally underlined my whole essay
she can draw lines for me from now on..

YAMAHA is irrespondsible ):
gosh they shattered my dreams..
how my hrt aches
HAHAS!
who cares?
at least they allow me to pay for half a mth then to pay the full mth fees.
SUCKERS!

spending lots of time with my YUKI <3
hahas.
been going to his house everyday
DON'T JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS!
you don't hv to now why i'm going to his house (:
BLEH!
i'm not telling u
and u don't hv to noe..
doodeedoodeedoos~

TMR!
is SPORTS CARNIVAL!
2C is gonna win this yr like what we did last yr (:
only thing is that i'm not in th team.
boos ):
nvm
i'll cheer (:
i rmb last yr someone was down then i had to take over her place
then i blocked th ball (:
so it became "dead"
then th refree had to jump ball again or sth
WDV!
i can't rmb
but our class won (:
yeah yeah yeahs.

Going off to Bintan this thursday~
i dowan leave my Yuki <3 ): 3D2N without him ): GGGOOOOOOOOOODD~~

shall update more
WHENEVER!

back to black

2007-05-06T14:42:00.000+08:00

i noe i repeat the same ol' boring things;
blog rotting~
no one taggs~
life sucks~
exams~
drum course and more~~
well well
all these will stop (:
yes

sick again ):
my throat makes me cringe
ytd
my lips twitched =/
like how your eye lids twitches and jumps?
yea
imagine that
but on your lips
for 6 hours
god, you'll go crazy.

PEIYI!
finally 14 (:
WENYI!
has got 3 more days to wait.
hahas.
and me and Kok Hua <3

FRIDAY!
screwed cheena (:
hopefully my other components will save me
HOPEFULLY
supposed to pa-tor with Kok Hua <3 but then..
went jamming with Kok Hua <3
Samson, Gary, Wei Bin &Bryan
i payed the drums (:
for a min or so.
rest for the rest of the time
i played with the keyboard.
hahs.
felt contented (:
able to play 'Starlight' on the keyboard
well, the score is for piano
so it was easy.

SATURDAY!
tuition-ed -.-
met Kok Hua <3
went home
ate macs
uncle brought me to my aunt
went to King's Hotel
had penang bouffet
AGAIN!
but the food was disappointing though
went home
watched..
INDIAN SHOW!! (:
oh yes i did.
come on!
its nice (:
touching, sad and funny
but i seem to hv no reaction towards it
but it was nice (:
it was 3 hrs long!
OMG!~~
but it was worthed it.

think abt it
those who drive
can drum
see;
one hand steers,
the other pushes the buttons thingy and the handle stuff
your head moves and turns, your eyes look everywhere
your legs
steps one the pedal or operate the car
multi tasking (:
you need to coordinate well
so if u drive
i think u hv no problem drumming

are you a
left brainer (logical, practical)
or
right brainer (creative, fun) ?
or perhaps a no brain? =/
hahas
this China girl
was so good with her left and right brains,
she can do things at the same time!
so as she does two things,
her eyes look two different directions
example;
science and lit hw
on hand and brians does science,
the other 2 does literature.
so maybe
one day
you'll find her walking around
with her eyes looking at 2 different direction =/
and bangs into a lamp post coz she isn't looking infront.
sweeet (:

(:

2007-05-02T21:05:00.000+08:00

hellos
i'm back (:
yes yes
its been a long time since i last updated
hahs
ok
will make this a short one
i'm bored
hahs.
one paper down
and a few more to go
fuck it!
hahs
friday is chinese
next saturday i'm DRUMMING
hoho
went out ytd to Bugis with Kok Hua <3
took neos too (:
whas
gong out again after cheena paper
all the bst ppl (:
you will be needing my luck
yes
my luck
whahahs
so qian bian -.-

today, yesterday, tomorrow;

2007-04-21T18:39:00.000+08:00

let me try to recover my memories of what happened in the past 4 days
hv this tendecy to forget
so i'll miss out certain parts of these few days

WEDNESDAY!

assembly;
talk talk abt sch anni i suppose
cve;
did the candle thing for Vesak Day
mt;
boring
RECESS!;
LAKSAAAAA~~
geog;
no memories of it
music;
practiced "Moon River"
el el;
stucked kyy for 2 periods
i think it was the same day when i shoot her back until she got nth to say
or was it Thursday?
lit;
got the highest for class test!
until i started screaming and everything
was punished
UNTIL!
FENG BO GOT THE HIGHEST!?
YES!
FENG BO GOT THE HIGHEST FOR LITERATURE!!
EVERYBODY SCREAM NOW!!
CRY TOGETHER NOW!!
hahas.
slacked in art.
lrc
then co lo..

THURSDAY!

another 2 periods of el
then lit
then RECESS ):
no laksa..
sci;
NO TEACHER!
maths;
double period,
NO TEACHER!!
mt;
yawn~~
1 o'clock
dismissed!
for sound test
only for perfomers.
whahahs
anyways,
there's NO TEACHER!!! for history too (:

FRIDAY!

half the class gone
like 19 pupils =/
or perhaps there were only 19 of us?
figures
slacked in cve
sci;
teacher wasn't very happy
wtf
tss is not right in her head
and denies the fact she looks like prof. snape
ha!
dismiss at 930 right?
we're delayed
why?
checked phone, checked bag, checked BODY!
so when tss was like checking my pockets,
i was jumping and shouting 'oi don't touch me lehhs!'
its like she was sexually harrassing me
or using this opportunity to satisfy her horny-ness or sth =/
nahh.
hahas.
but it was gross when she checked my pockets.
what if they even check our na (breast) pockets?
squeeze squeeze squeeze~~
exercise your fingers~~
squeeze squeeze squeeze~~
Feng Bo got excited when i told him abt it :DDD
heard that phones were stolen that's why..
but they've nvr done that before..
this sch is getting ridiculous -.-

after which,
met Joan, Wen Yi, Say Ngoh and Phyllis
mrt-ed to Novena,
ate KFC
bought Burger King for my mum,
went to her shop,
get our hair styled and make up-ed
insensitive ppl insensitive ppl~~
gave their HIGH opinions on us.
yea,
THANKS!
slacked and loner~~
Mr Fahmy is crooked in the head
Mrs Kwok too,
only thing that's she's the hopeless case.
ha

school anni!
we performed
not too bad (:
i smiled till my jaw and lips numbed ):
then i found this painful pimple growing at my chin ):

walked with Kok Hua <3
talked to Marco, Marie, Jian Liang, Xue Li, Marissa~~
Kok Hua <3 pretended to pick sth from the ground
threw 'it' at me
he shouted "SNAKE!" in chinese
i screamed so badly,
he was giddy, his ears hurt ):
sorry..
then Jian Liang and Kok Hua <3 made me and Xue Li run like mad
it was so mad
OMG!!~
it was so fun (:
we shd do it more often XDDD
so Jian Liang and Xue Li locked arms,
me and Kok Hua <3 held hands,
then Xue Li held my hand,
the 4 of us walked in a row on the bridge
which literally blocked the way
and yes,
we blocked Kai Wen's way
hahas.
Kok Hua <3 bus-ed home with me
thank you!

celebrated my aun'ts bdae (:
then alot of retarded things happened
hahas.

TODAY!

tuition-ed
met Kok Hua <3
saw some familiar faces
hello (:
ate macs
and Kok Hua <3 bus-ed home with me again
i love you Neo Kok Hua <3
#2628 <3

seniors stepping down
oh wait they stepped/ stand-ed down ytd
what's the diff? -.-
all the best Yu Yue ):
take care, yea?
ha
i bet she's nt even reading this
nvm
hahas
9 more days to mid yr
making it 9 more days to 6 mths anni <3
are you'll ready for this?
whahahs.
revisiting EMPOWER U!
HERE I COME!!~~

itscoming

2007-04-17T19:16:00.000+08:00

oh yes
it
is
COMING
run for your lives!
NOOO~~
ha
sch anni is coming, my aunt's bdae is coming, mid yr papers & 6 MONTHS ANNI <3 IS NEARING!!
ain't that great?
3 days lrc + another 4,
5 days down,
2 more to go (:
hahs
poor Yan Ting,
i wish i could pei her for LRC
oh well.
yes yes
today
Band and Dance had their SYF (:
and Thursday's choir!
and the very next day is sch anni
oh oh
ytd
we took class photos
damn it!
it wasn't as fun as last yr's though
last yr's was madness (:
this yr i had to practice infront of the mirror repeatedly
for smileee~~
hahas
gee, i don't noe what else to post here ):
goodness.
cake shop cake shop~~
ha

good day? perhaps.

2007-04-14T17:14:00.000+08:00

&yes it was,
ytd
it was
FRIDAY THE 13!
well, its said to be unlucky,
but i belive that MAY FRIDAY THE 13 is the day which everyone should fear.
ha.
friday i find its the most least stressful day i find
you only hv the 4 main subs with CVE and music
that's all.
but its too, the most boring -.-
counting down;
6 days to sch anni &aunty's birthday (:
16days to 6 MONTHS!! <3 &start mid yr ):
&of course alot of happenings in class and school
as usual
i might chop my hair again
and again
till i get my ideal hairstyle
chop chop chop~
&whenever i'm free,
i'll come up with lil pics
and come up with my style
perhaps fashion too when i'm older
so now,
i'll hv to brush up to my horrible fashion sense
its shit.
i noe this post is carp
coz i don't quite noe what to post
ha
good day to you all -.-

like OMG!

2007-04-12T18:07:00.000+08:00

WHAHAHAS!
well well.
i've got my hair cut
its super thin and short at the back
ad i'm keeping long fringe now (:
so its slanted and short so it can grow looong~~
and so my hair's layered so i can keep long layered hair like what i had
long long ago~
and my specs looks weird on me
but that's ok
coz my friend said before, the longer you look at sth, you'll get used to it sooner or later.
hahas.

today today
well well its just another day
i screwed up literature ):
and maths too.
I MUST COMMIT TO WORK HARDER!!

"WE'RE PLAYING A GAME OF??"

"LIFE!!"

"WHOSE LIFE?!"

"MY LIFE!!"

"AND WHAT'S COMMITMENT??"

"A HUNDRED AND THEN PERCENT!!"

"YES!!"

woohoo!
EMPOWER U is better than ANYTHING you can think of or name
ANYTHING
EVERYTHING
WHAHAHAS
i shall go for a revisit (:

back to today
ate popcorn during science :D
hahas
its yummy

HISTORY
everything maybe dead
but hey,
though Miss Wong is freaky
she makes learning fun
today
Dionna, Feng Yi, Wen Yi, Say Ngoh and I
were so mad
we were like screaming and shouting and laughing
as we drew dead ppl -.-
IT WAS SO MAD!
I LOVE HISTORY WHEN ITS FUN (:
ok ok.
let me share with you sth i found funnny
i maybe mean
but ya
its worth the laugh
ok
so here's the thing
you know why Wen Yi chose Geography instead of History?

2 REASONS!

firstly,
she was "caught- in- the- middle"
as to decide between Geography or History
initially, she thought of taking Geography
until she realised a handful of us prefered History
and so she went up to me,
held a 20 cent coin in her hand,
looked at me and said,
"LET THE COIN DECIDE MY FATE!"
and after many tries,
she decided to us a 50 cent coin
and so its was the COIN that decided her FATE
so she took Geography
now,
here's the second reason;

she was afraid
that those dead historical people we learnt about
would come and find her at night when she's sleeping or sth
like they're already dead
and she's afraid that they will haunt her after studying about them
so there was this one night
when she shut the book half way through her revision
coz she was afraid they would find her at night
when we heard it,
Say Ngoh and i couldn't stop laughing
especially when Edwin didn't know how to use the correction liquid thing
OMG!!
hahas
i'm sorry if i've offended anyone regarding the History thing =/
besides the dead ones, i'm referring to those still breathing.
sorry.

went to the cake shop
DIAN GAO DIAN
and not dan gao dian
hahas
i suddenly said DIAN GAO DIAN once
onstead of dan gao dian
so it became a habit
hahas
designed the cake thingy with the fillings and cream
it was fun :DDD
yes yes it was
oh,
before that,
went to pei KOK HUA <3
then he went home and bathed and met me at the
DIAN GAO DIAN!
and sent me to the bus stop and i went home

oh so many happenings
saddening
oh well
here we go
another 4 DAYS of LRC
i cleared 2 days
and on the day when i'm supposed to clear the 3rd day,
i got another 4 days more
so i've cleared 3 days right?
i hv another 4 more to go.
anyone going along with me?
hahas.

overall for today; not too bad. let emotions take control.

suck balls, no.

2007-04-08T18:18:00.000+08:00

right
this sucks
well
everything sucks
suck balls
(not that i do suck balls, no)
oh fuck
i'm lossing touch with some friends ):
gee
maybe i shd be more lady-like and shut up more often, shdn't i?
its saddening
to see one go after another
not that they're dying
but its like everyone is distaning frm one another
am i that "unwanted" in this society?
hving to stoop so low and hold back tears at times
must i always?
do i hv to?
is it so necessary and difficult?
hv you ever pondered?

well well,
made rum balls and butter cake last night with my aunt
i screwed up a lil though ):
oh fuck
i feel like tearing now ):
thank you Sum41 for the song "Pieces"
describes my feelings
probably bcos i'm listening to it now
its just so saddening and screwed and ironic and..
i really don't know..
okkae,
lets not hv my train of thoughts going onto the wrong track
this morning,
i overslept as usual
brought my dog to see the vet
then home
went to East Coast and had "Kenny Rogers"
not that i ATE Kenny Rogers
Nooo~~
and had tuition -.-
apparently i didn't get my specs and hair cut
my hair will be cut tmr
met Kok Hua <3
and finally after 2 YEARS
i'm GOING
FINALLY GOING
to learn drums
woopee~~
like i even bother now.
oh well,
life sucks doesn't it?
oh wait,
it always does.

i bother

2007-04-07T18:06:00.000+08:00

hello
i'm back
woopee~~ (sarcastic)
going to my aunt's place soon.
making cake tonight
whahahas.
now i bother to come blogging
cutting my hair tmr and getting my pair of new specs
its red ):
i want it black
but if i get black ones
i'll look like typical bookworm
wtf
doesn't matter
its triple the thickness
WHAHAHAS!
gtg now.
goodbyes (:

I HV NO SAY

2007-04-06T12:05:00.000+08:00

&i'm currentyl listening to
prelude 12/21 by AFI
its a short song with simple lyrics (1.42 mins)
but if you ponder deeply upon the lyrics
and try to reflect it somehow into your life
you may probably think:
yeah. perhaps so. that's me. happened before.
well, at least that's what i felt.

thank you Kok Hua <3 and Minn
for being there for me always
Phyllis for hearing me speak
Ode, i wish you all the best with *ahem* (:

yes yes
i always say this whenever i come back blogging
i'm sorry
for being so lazy
to blogand update
I AM OH- SO SO SO SOOORRY~~
-.-

anyways,
meeting Kok Hua <3 ltr at cake shop ^^
to watch how cake is being made and probably design it
3 days ago,
i designed this lil cake
2 days ltr
SOMEONE BOUGHT IT!
and i (retartedly) couldn't stop jumping around the cake shop (:
teehees.

so,
lately,
indeed
life's been so fucked up
twisted
ironic
ridiculous
&more.
its ok.
i'll be FINE
you'll see.
lol
what the fuck am i saying?
i make no sense literally.
oh well.
i hv no say
what's there left for me to do?

lots of happenings
can't recall
don't bother
oh,
CO got silver (:
-clap clap-
we've could hv gotten a gold
oh well,
we just hv to accept it
but hey,
we've maintained it, didn't we?
all i rmbed was
that i looked like a fish
and that i day dreamed throughout the 15 mins or so.
so ya,
i'm sry.

and now,
here we go again,
sch anni is here.
oh boy.
my poor instrument
forever going out of tune
its not easy
trying to tune back 144 string as accurately as possible.
each "bridge" has like 1 to 5 strings
you imagine
ppl taking liquid paper and kua-ing your qin
and qin zhu to kua
its not wrong using qin zhu to play randomly
but kua-ing it
will make it go outta tune
and its just not easy
you hv to understand sometimes.
i'm sry i don't know what i'm saying.
screw mr fami
however you spell his name
fickled minded
oh well,
I HV NO SAY!!
WHAT THE FUCK CAN I DO?!
nth.
hahas.
-.-
not funny.

AND SO LET EVERYTHING BE FUCKED UP,
FOR I HV NO SAY.
I CAN
AND HV NTH TO DO.
AMONGST ALL,
I AM INFERIOR.
YOU'VE DEFEATED ME,
AND I SURRENDER.

;DDDDD

2007-03-20T17:45:00.000+08:00

WE LOVE EMPOWER U!
HAHA
I'VE CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!
ISN'T THAT GREAT?
RMB LAST YR
I TRIED THIS SKIN?
ITS WAS INSANE!
NOW ITS SUCCESSFUL (:
AND I DIDN'T HV TO SPEND SOOO MUCH TIME ON IT
JUST NEED TO GET A SONG UP WILL DO

SO TMR
CO AND BAND IS PERFORMING
NOT COLLABORATING
BUT RATHER INDIVIDUALLY
ALL OUR YANG QIN IS OUT OF TUNE
AS USUAL
MANAGED TO HELP PHYLLIS TUNE HERS'
COS I TOOK HER QIN INSTEAD OF MINE
ACTUALLY
THE QIN SHE'S PLAYING NOW
IS MINE
LOL
SO WE HV TO BE IN SCH BEFORE 7 ):
AND I DON'T KNOW WHY
I HV THIS SUDDEN CRAVING TO EAT MACS TMR MORNING
LIKE I CAN'T EVEN WAKE UP IN THE MORNING
YOU ASSUME I'LL BE ON TIME?

HW IS PILING
YOU CAN SEE
IF I PILE ALL OF THEM UP ON MY TABLE
IT'LL GROW ABOVE MY HEAD
AND I'LL HV TO LOOK SKYWARDS
WOW~~
AND PROJECTS
OH MY FUCK
JUST SO MANY

DECIDED TO CUT MY FRINGE AFTER SYF
I MEAN IT'LL LOOK WEIRD IF I GET IT CUT NOW
LONG LAYERED SLANTED TO THE RIGHT (:

MUST IMPROVE ENGLISH!
MUST MUST MUST!
GET RID OF KWOK YIN YIN AND JIANG JIANG!
PROTEST!
HA!
SO I CAN USE CHIM WORDS ON MY BLOG :DDD
CHIMINOLOGY

MR GUI IS SO CUTE (:
PHYSICS IS SO FUN
HAHA
AND OH
THE INEVITABLE CAME
WE'RE SWOPING TEACHERS SOON!
NOOOOO
AND WE'RE GONNA GET..
TAN SIEW SENG!
AGAIN!
NOOOOO~~
LOL
MRS PROF SNAPE
HAHA
SO MR GUI ASKED ME:
WHAT'S BOY PLUS GIRL?
I SAID DON'T KNOW
HE SAID:
GOY (:
AND HE ASKED AGAIN:
WHAT'S GIRL PLUS BOY?
AGAIN I DON'T KNOW
HE SAID:
BIRL (:
GOY GOY AND BIRL BIRL IN LOVEEE~~
WHAT THE HELL

DOODEEDOODEEDOODEEDEEs~~
SUNDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY :DDD
THURSDAY ITS JUN LIN DADDY'S (:
WHAHAHAS
BIRTHDAY BASH!
AND TUCKING OUT OF T-SHIRTS WITH FENG YI (:
AND EVERYONE ELSE'S BIRTHDAY FALLING IN MARCH
I WISH YOU ALL HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:
(belated or not)

EMPOWER U!

2007-03-19T20:34:00.000+08:00

I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM! I MISS THE EMPOWER U PROGRAM!

i miss the empower u program ):
and yes,
Kok Hua <3>
well,
hopefully Lynn and I could get in th Assist Team ):

WE LOVE DANCING

WOOOOOOOOOO!

son: mum, can i go out and get some ice cream please?
mum: NO!!
son: why not? ):
mum: THEY'RE ALL GONNA LAUGH AT YOU!!
mum: THEY'RE ALL GONNA LAUGH AT YOU!!
mum: THEY'RE ALL GONNA LAUGH AT YOU!!
mum: THEY'RE ALL GONNA LAUGH AT YOU!!
mum: THEY'RE ALL GONNA LAUGH AT YOU!!
mum: THEY'RE ALL GONNA LAUGH AT YOU!!
mum: THEY'RE ALL GONNA LAUGH AT YOU!!
mum: THEY'RE ALL GONNA LAUGH AT YOU!!
mum: THEY'RE ALL GONNA LAUGH AT YOU!!
mum: THEY'RE ALL GONNA LAUGH AT YOU!!

THEY'RE ALL GONNA LAUGH AT YOU!!

JONH FART BOMB!

bearsbears! we rock!

like OMG!
it was so fun!
BRING ON THE PUNISHER!
it was soooooooooo fun i swear i swear it was a BLAST
NO!
beyond that!
it was so fucking fun
you just can't get enough of it!
like OMG!!
so now,
really missing all the friends i made in Mindchamps and EMPOWER U! ):
but that's ok,
everyone is keeping in touch (:
so the program really mean what they say

WARNING!

THIS PROGRAM

WILL CHANGE

YOUR LIFE

FOREVER

and i swear swear swear they really mean it
tooooooooooo much to say
i want it every weekend!
though th food is
you know
sick :{

anyways,
2 good news (:
#1; PREFECT NO MORE!!
not selected for it
doodeedoodeedoo~~
#2; (i know its stupid) I STARTED EATING CHILLI!!
yes
i feel so..
accomplished (:
2 drops or a lil of chilli into my bowl of laksa
after sch,
double the lil amount! (:
i'm starting to eat spice now
heex
though my tongue's still cracked since birth
but that's not the point

now now,
kwok yin yin looks so disgustingly sick now
like..
eww
just plain eww
okay,
here's the thing
her hair is like straight and highlighted right?
she went to get it rebonded, cut and highlighted with this sick colour
she just look so eww
and can even fuss abt lil things like earrings -.-
she is sooo ironic!
what the fuck laaa
lol

change in time table (:
woopee~ (sarcastic)
at least i got a dream come true
or wish perhaps
like i thought of having eng, lit and art together
like one sub after the other
and hey!
i'm so right (:
but you know
kwok yin yin's a..
goodness i don't know hwta word to use on her
and mis jiang?
JIANG JIANG JIANG JIAAANG
JIANG JIANG JIANG JIAAANG
JIANG JIANG JIANG JIANG
JIANG JIANG JIANG
JIANG
JIANG
lol
oh well
haha
funny thing is
she's claimed to be an art teacher?
what the fuck

made soup for dinner :DD
(canned)

i looked at Lionel
then i told Joan:
one day,
i'm gonna be just like him;
taaaaall (:
which won't come
he's like 18o ++
lol

bdae's nearing (:
and our 5th mth anni too!
i love you <3
thank you so much for the lil piglet (:

apologies

2007-03-02T20:53:00.001+08:00

yes yes

i noe i noe

i'm vry naughty

i'm vry lazy

i didn't update my blog for..

a long long time? o.O

well well

so many happenings

alot to name

i can't even recall lil bits of them too

haha

not funny -.-

so if you can't contact me on my mobile

its bcos it ran out of battery

cos that fucked up kwok yin yin

that uncle fucker

twisted

imbersile

nimron

dookie

BITCH

low- lifed

empty- vesseled

CHEAP

whatever you can think of lahh

confiscated my phone

fuck her lahh

oh,

get a dog to do it if you wish to (:

wdv

i noe partly its my fault

but who is she to gv me attitude in class ever since that incident?

who is she to intrude into my privacy and read my msges?

who is she to make me come to school every morning with my eyes swollen?

and more.

ENOUGH!

abt her.

taking up drums course soon

FINALLY

after 2 yrs of waiting.

i hv straight fringe?

and longer hair (:

i'm getting new specs

i wan CDS!

i'm happier i suppose

i love NEO KOK HUA!!

OUR 5TH MTH ANNI IS NEARING (:

and ytd was baby zhutou's first mth (:

heex

zhutou in loveee <3

there!

fianlly my rotting blog is updated (:

now to change th skin (:

HAPPY CHEENA NEW YEAR ALL (:

2007-02-17T13:29:00.000+08:00

PIGGY YR!!

adorable lil piggies.

piggy piggy piggy.

haha.

slaughter them and hang their heads on your house doors :D

no no,

that's not vry right for me to say xD

my apologies.

but its true what.

we pighead familty de,

must hv one pighead at our doors ma.

(i wonder if Jia Yuan will hang one pig on her house door)

haha

well well,

i'm SUPPOSED to help grandma with last min chores,

but look at me now!

i'm so lazy.

had breakfast with KOK HUA this morning at macs

then we went walking abt

it rained

so i played my instrument loud so that the rain can drown the sound

not long after it stopped.

HAHCHEW!

there i go

sneezing again -.-

thursday was so fucked up

i stood for 4 periods -.-

mdm chia could hv taken my badge away

WHY DID SHE FUCKING RETURN IT TO ME? ):

INJUSTICE!!

i had to stand to write my compo during cheena

double period

then i kneeled down and my knees turn red

it hurts ):

hist

dun talk abt that bitch(es)

and another double period

now,

won't you just look at the hw on my table piling up sky high?

weeeee

KENNETH YEO!!

YOU OWE MY SGD10,000 FOR ANG BAOOO MONEY!!

-

2007-02-16T20:30:00.000+08:00

GARGHH!

I NOE I VRY LAZY TO BLOOOOOGG.

BUT BUT BUT!!

WHO DE FUCK CARE LAAAAAAAAHHS.

LOL

LAOGONG!!

LILY!!

hahas -.-

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BRINGING BABY ZHUTOU TO LIFE (:

HE SO CUUUTEEEEE

OMG!!

JUST LIKE YOU (:

I LOVE YOU!! (:

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!

HAPPY (belated) VALENTINES (:

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY TO MINN AND MARCO!!

AND HAPPY (belated) TOTAL DEFENCE DAY!! -.-

today today today

was okkae.

slaaaacking (:

then chiong hw

then..

err..

panicked?

last min play xiao gu for CNY performance

i screwed up a lil

oh oh oh

i got my hair cut with Wen Yi last night.

hahas!

not funny -.-

i miss my loooong fringe

now its layered and straight

and my hair is..

thin -.0

okkae.

ooh.

then i can cosplay as Mina

provided i can get a doll of myself

and the clothes she wore.

great -.-

then met KOK HUA (:

then ate macs

saw FATHEEN

went to library and read books on (sth)

hahas.

too cute lahh.

sent me hm then.

and soon,

we're abt to watched th

littlest bits of jewel sparkling in th jet black sky..

yes,

STARS**

"twinklely twinklely littlest stars

how i wonder where you are

up above the world so bright

like a diamon in the sky

twinkley twinkely littlest stars

how i wonder where you are"

-.-

tell me i'm lame

and i'll tell u i did it for fun

-.-

wish all a prosperous collection (:

teeheehee.

oh GOODNESS!

2007-02-12T21:34:00.001+08:00

yes yes.

sigh.

well,

pro and cons of today

my morning was ruined ):

(somehow)

MUFFINS SHD BE MADE INTO PERFUME!

lol

th smell so nice lahh.

but imagine if you spray

MUFFIN PERFUME

all over

and all the ants starts crawling and everything..

eww.

sick =P

right.

i shan't really touch on sch

although that's all that ever happens in my life so far -.-

well,

MR GUI

is funny but

th class too chaotic lahhs.

cannot stand it too much.

MUFFINS ROCKS!

I LOVE MUFFIN!!

BUT I LOVE KOK HUA (: <33x

teehees.

muffin muffin muffins (:

yummy yummy muffins xDD

Mr Ong said i did a good pass in soccer (:

hees.

at least that made my day a lil.

vry tiring today

(and stinky 0.-)

CO room wasn't open.

so i called th right person for th key

JUN LIN DADDY (:

in th end,

he gv me his house key -.-

what the fuck.

oh pooopy.

so many problems these days.

sigh.

well,

you still hv to get on with life anyways

no matter how sucky or

FUCKED UP

it is (:

i dun make any sense.

lol

good night ppl

AND HAPPY VALENTIMES!

oh GOODNESS!

2007-02-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

yes yes.

sigh.

well,

pro and cons of today

my morning was ruined ):

(somehow)

MUFFINS SHD BE MADE INTO PERFUME!

lol

th smell so nice lahh.

but imagine if you spray

MUFFIN PERFUME

all over

and all the ants starts crawling and everything..

eww.

sick =P

right.

i shan't really touch on sch

although that's all that ever happens in my life so far -.-

well,

MR GUI

is funny but

th class too chaotic lahhs.

cannot stand it too much.

MUFFINS ROCKS!

I LOVE MUFFIN!!

BUT I LOVE KOK HUA (: <33x

teehees.

muffin muffin muffins (:

yummy yummy muffins xDD

Mr Ong said i did a good pass in soccer (:

hees.

at least that made my day a lil.

vry tiring today

(and stinky 0.-)

CO room wasn't open.

so i called th right person for th key

JUN LIN DADDY (:

in th end,

he gv me his house key -.-

what the fuck.

oh pooopy.

so many problems these days.

sigh.

well,

you still hv to get on with life anyways

no matter how sucky or

FUCKED UP

it is (:

i dun make any sense.

lol

good night ppl

AND HAPPYP VALENTIMES!

i pray you xDD

2007-02-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

hello world (:

yes, life do suck sometimes,

but hey,

as much as you hate it,

you still have to live with it.

wadd de fuck.

i dono wadd i'm saying.

lol.

let's see.

i'm flunking alot of papers O.O

hmms.

lol.

ADRIAN,

I THANK YOU!

CORRECTION,

I SHALL NOW PRAY YOU!

ITS BEEN A LONG LONG 2 YRS,

AND I THANK YOU!

YOU GRANTED MY WISH AT LONG LAST (:

NOW I GET TO SAVOUR TH SWEET TASTE OF DRUMS NOW!

WOOOTS! (:

I PRAY YOU.

-bows down-

but still,

i suck lahh.

lol.

not funny

TODAY!

is me and BYAKUSHI <33x

de 1oo &&2nd day le (:

teehees.

-clap clap-

happy happy (:

5 more days to valentimes

7 more days..

i shan't say xDD

heex.

if you're kpo enough,

ask! xDD

Shi Min is so cute lahh

OMG

she's so small and tiny (:

wait,

small and tiny means th same.

figures.

lol.

and ah bo daddy will do

xxx

with someone (dono who)

and i'll just hv to wait for another..

9 mths and a wks or so

and POOF!

baby twin bro and sis (:

hahas!

but th babies aren't mine

i'm just their sister.

dun misinterpret.

lol.

he said it outta fun

dun take it too seriously xDD

if u wanna laugh,

borrow Edwin's chinese compo

super PRO

and funny lahh

i swear,

you'll laugh ur ass off.

i dun mean to say anthing bad lahh

but HEYY!

its true lahh.

lol.

i'm sry xDD

and Zhi Xiong,

i'm such a cute lil gurl (piew)

y still afraid of me?

lol.

SRY.

2007-01-30T19:49:00.000+08:00

I'M SO LAZY TO BLOG. I'M SRY.

ROT ROT AND ROTTING EVEN MORE!

2007-01-25T15:01:00.000+08:00

hellos (:

yes,

as you can see,

very clearly and obviously,

MY BLOG IS ROTTING (:

great.

now i'm sick ):

so i skipped sch today (:

but HEY,

i hv an MC to bail me out of this (:

whahahas.

somehow,

life quite sian lahh.

lol.

but its fun and happy too (:

screw Mr Lai

(ps, i hv no dick)

strike me off my post lahh

i can't be bothered anymore.

anyways,

err..

i'm slacking (:

oh yes i am!

ENOUGH!

i can think no more of wadd to write!

so now for my thoughts (:

BYAKUSHI!! <33x

i love you so much (:

thank you so much for th ring (:

fits my lil finger so perfectly (:

i love you so much

i love you for every thing that you do (:

i simply love every littlest bit of you (:

i love you i love you i love you

and i swear i do (:

MINN,

our dearest ichigo,

cheer up,

you hv us at least (:

i'll cry with you if i must

and ode will hv no choice but to join in too -.-

and u owe me a damn present

before th end of march i want it back -.-

but that's not as impt though.

I WAN MORE MORE AND MOER CLOTHES!!

WHAHAHAS!!

and my drum course too ):

today (:

2007-01-15T18:09:00.000+08:00

great.

its been four days since i last blogged.

lol.

not funny -.-

lemme think..

being a "prefect" just sucks big time.

i so dun like it ):

i wanna step down i suppose.

GARGHH.

ignore that.

hmmms.

alright.

since i can't rmb anything xDD

i'll talk abt sunday (:

ytd!

i.. woke up?

(DUH)

surprisingly early thought o.O

ate breakfast at Toa Payoh

at macs (:

whoos.

then went to th course thingy

got into our assigned groups

and WOOHOOs!

found a sec1 gurl frm my sch (:

nice to meet u, CLAUDIA!

then ate lunch

at macs

again

if not arhh.

if eat at long john's

then our poor fwen, Jane

will not be eating.

so no choice,

eat macs again.

i'm cool with it.

but i'm fat O.O

pooopy.

blah blah blah.

then go dunno where.

eat dono wadd

and home!

today!

played soccer

for th dono wadd NYAA thing.

dono lahhs.

qiute alright lahhs.

i suppose.

then dono wadd thing.

go meet Kok Hua <33x

and HOME! (:

heex.

HOME ECONS TMR!!

HIGH HIGH HIGH!!

I WAN MY MOCHA FRAPP xDD

wooots (:

I SO WANNA GO TO TH MUSE CONCERT!!

GARGHH!! ):

angels &&airways? posers &&unoriginality.

2007-01-11T19:58:00.000+08:00

like stealing movies
or selling pirated goods.
unORIGINALITY.
th world,
by now,
shd jolly well fucking well noe
that i get so pissed whenever
i see
my art
being copied.
not like my art is PERFECT or th best or wadsoever.
but c'mon lahh.
wouldn't u feel piss when ppl steal ur ideas?
its KILLING ORIGINALITY!
hello?!
i mean like,
i admit,
i do copy lahh,
but hey,
at least i said where i got th idea frm right?
and like i did gv it a twist too.
but its like..
th pissing off part is when ppl dun admit,
gv excuses,
or pretend they dunno.
and more.
wadd the fuck lahh.

okkae.
enough of this.
sch?
quite alright..
I NEED MY MOCHA FRAP!!

but like..
there's this haunting fear within me..
so it gets quite scary for me
esp recess or after sch..
just thinking abt i can cry.
oh no.
no no.
i shan't think abt it (:

taking soccer for NYAA.
i dun see wadd's wrong with it.
everyone seems shocked when they ask.
i mean like..
i suck big time in bball.
badminton?
i cant find anyone who plays it violently.
and i'm lending my racket to cheryl.
soccer is fun (:
y can't th world be more open?

i hurt my lil size 3 feet xDD
i'm so tiny.
lol
I WANNA GO TO TH MUSE CINCERT ):
and a white tie (:

and pooopy,
tmr there's co ):
means i can't slack in co room anymore.
and hv to carry my fat heavy instrument again.
pooopy.
my shoulders will ache.

under this course now.
its for abt 3 mths?
every sunday,
10 to 5.30..
lol

"rain rain go away"
i can't sing though.
its pouring now..

sian lahh.
every morn got attire check
and i'm always,
irregardless if i get a cab on time or sth,
i'm still late.
and when i'm there,
my attire is not checked,
nor did i see th others hving their attire checked.
pooopy.
feel like quitting my role lahh.
so strict and constrained.
I WILL DIE IF THIS GOES ON!

gooogaly booogaly doos!

2007-01-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

hello world (:

yes,

i'm vry lazy to blog.

alright,

sch started.

and not too bad lahh.

I WANNA GO TO TH MUSE CONCERT!!

err..

prefect (not comfirmed) under probation.

wdv that shit is.

-yawn much-

tired lahh.

lol

tmr got maths test.

oh fuck

i dono a thing xDD

nvm.

i'm not th only one.

err..

wadd else arhh?

dono lahh.

when i can be bothered then i'll blog again (:

bye world (:

2007-01-02T22:50:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU!

AS IN MY DEAREST MINN, ODE AND DIAN.

MY ICHIGO, OKASHI AND DIAN.

LOL

BUT STILL!

I LOVE MY BYAKUSHI THE MOST <33x.

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!

I'M WAS TROUBLED LATELY

SO I DIDN'T HV TH MOOD TO BLOOOOOOOG

I'M SRY WORLD,

AND PLS TAGG ME!

BYAKUSHI,

I'M SRY FOR EVERYTHING I'VE DONE THAT'S WRONG

(WORLD, DUN ASK WADD HAPPENED,

YOU DUN NEED TO NOE)

BLEHHS.

DOODEEDOODEEDOO.

OH FUCK,

TMR SCH STARTS.

I DIDN'T FINSH MUCH HW -.+

POOPY.

WELL,

AT LEAST I H V A BIG BUNCH OF FWENS GOING HW CLASS WITH ME (:

WEEEEEE.

I'M BORED NO MORE!

C'MON!

LET US ALL DIE TOGETHER (:

AND GO TO HW CLASS TOGETHER!

WHAHAHAS!

I LOVE BYAKUSHI! (:

78% teenager (:

2006-12-30T19:53:00.000+08:00

[x] Held hands
[x] Lost someone
[x] Never got a chance to tell someone something important
[x] Cried your eyes out
[x] Danced

total: 5

[x] Rejected someone
[x] Been rejected
[x] Wanted to kill someone
[ ] Got called a ......../..........(?)
[x] Heard a rumor about yourself
[x] Hurt someone

total: 5

[x] Got involved in sports
[x] Got called a dork
[x] Fell out of love
[x] Went to a funeral
[ ] Knew someone who has commited suicide

total: 4

[x] Grades dropped since you were 10
[x] Wrote a love poem
[x] Went through a phase
[x] Got ditched
[x] Know someone really stupid and/or annoying

total: 5

[ ] Drank
[x] Made a mistake
[x] Found the one
[x] Thought you found the one
[ ] Cheated on your bf/gf =P

total: 3

[x]Found out your bf/gf cheated
[x] Was lied to
[x] Felt like the happiest person in the world
[x] Felt like dying
[ ] Got pregnant/your girl pregnant

total: 4

Now times by 3 this is how much of a
teenager
you are

26 times 3.
78% teenager (:

I'M ONLY 15% SHY!

2006-12-30T19:47:00.000+08:00

[ ] You are afraid of public speaking.
(stage fright)
[ ] You find it hard to talk to strangers.
[ ] You don't like to look people in the eye.
[ ] You have trouble using public restrooms.
[ ] You don't like to go shopping alone.

Total so far: 0

[ ] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous.
[ ] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say.[ ] You have a lot of trouble talking to the opposite sex.
[ ] You hate to be teased.
[ ] You dread answering the door.

Total so far: 0

[x] You can't stand people watching you.
[ ] One on one conversations make you nervous.
[ ] You don't like to ask people for help.
[ ] You hate to read aloud.
[x]You don't like asking questions sometimes.

Total so far: 2

[ ] You dread ordering food at restaurants.
[x] You are uncomfortable at parties,unless you know everyone well.
[ ] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being embarrassed by what you say.
[ ] You've been single for long periods of time, because you're so uncomfortable with dating.
[ ] You wish you were more outgoing.

Total so far: 3

Add all the x's
and multiply by 5.
i'm only 15% shy?
whoa.

I'M RELATED TO PARIS HILTON!

2006-12-30T19:39:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha!
NOW
you have bad luck
for 900 days!
and you'll have no GIRLfriend
OR boyFRIEND
in the 10 years!
unlessss ...

You repost it with any of these titles:
1)I'm in love with a stripper
2)I have gas
3)My Boyfriend turned out to be gay
4)I moved
5)I LOVE...sum one on myspace
6)My dog is dead
7)my liver hurt
8)I killed a cat
9)I'm spiderman
10)I ate a sour octopus
11)My dad caught me making out
12)Bush Died
13)Shake that Laffy Taffy
14)I want a baby
15)i had sex on your couch
16)im not a virgin anymore
17) stupid bitch i hope you read this...
19) im engaged
20) im moving!!!!!!!!!!!
21) i wanna fight dis bitch
22) i'm tired of boys.
23) i'm tired of girls.
24) i'm related to paris hilton.
25) we dont have school on monday
26) Changing schools sorry :(
27) Im in love with the last boy

ONE WORD QUIZ!

2006-12-30T19:25:00.000+08:00

You.
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.

No.
Explanations.

Not.
As.
Easy.
As.
You.
Might.
Think.

1. Yourself:
> weird.

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend:
> BYAKUSHI! <33x

3. Your hair:
> layered.

4. Your mother:
> freaky.

5. Your father:
> strong (:

6. Your favorite item:
> thingy (:

7. Your dream last night:
> blank.

8. your favorite drink:
> pepsi?

9.bike:
> NIL

10. The room you are in:
> living.

11. Your ex:
> shortass (:

12. Your fear:
> unidentified.

13. What do you want to be in 10 years?
> artist.

14. Who did you hang out with last night?
> myelf.

15. What you're not?
> tall.

16. Muffins:
> edible.

17. One of your wish list items:
> cd.

18. Time:
> 7.23pm.

19. The last thing you did:
> sms-ed.

20. What you are wearing:
> clothes.

21. Your favorite weather:
> breezy?

22. Your favorite book:
> NIL

23. The last thing you ate:
> YOSHINOYA!

24. Your life:
> wacky?

25. Your mood:
> tired.

26. Your friends:
> YAY!

27. What are you thinking about right now:
> thoughts.

28. Single or taken?
> TAKEN (:

29. What are you doing at the moment:
> this.

30. Your summer:
> huh?

31. Your relationship status:
> TAKEN!

32. What is on tv:
> shows?

33. What is the weather like:
> weird.

34. When is the last time you laughed:
> just.

35. Hurt?:
> WAS!

right.

i was starved today.

i ate brunch

at 5 plus?

oh sweet YOSHINOYA!

then went to cold storage

bought some stuff

for tmr's pot luck.

my mum made me do deserts.

when she clearly noes

i'm an idiot in cooking.

today!

2ND MTH ANNI!

HAPPY ANNI BLUR KING! <33x

say OMG together with me!

2006-12-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

yes!

say OMG!

whahahas.

i bought a STUDDED BELT!

and, and,

a SKIRT!

and..

(everyone be prepared to say OMG)

a DRESS!

GARGHH!

hehex.

and belt

and *sth* for Yan Ling, Hui Min and Ode (:

then went to get some Fruit Flo for myself and my grandma.

then went to Fairprice and get some stuff

and took a taxi home

thne today

i went for CO

sian lahh

can't slack in CO room like last wk

haiix.

TMR

is 2ND MTH ANNI!
GARGHH!

HAPPY ANNI BLUR KING! (:

EMOTION TEST

2006-12-28T21:17:00.000+08:00

Don't cheat.
It's pretty good.
WriteYour Answers
Underneath The Question
The Answers
Are At TheBottom,
BUT
Dont Cheat..
Then Repost This For Others To Answer..

1. Which is your favorite color out of:
red,black, blue, green or yellow?
black.

2. Your first initial?
C.

3. Your month of birth?
March.

4. Which color do you like more,
black or white?
black.

5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.
Odelia.

6. Your favorite number?
28.

7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?
flying would be cool.

8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
lake.

9. Think Of A Wish (a realistic one).
be with my BYAKUSHI forEVER!

Answers 1.
If you choose:

Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.

2. If you're initial is:
A-K; You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R; You try to enjoy your life to the maximum &&your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar; The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June; You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soulmate.

4. If you chose:
Black; Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White; You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

5. This person is your best friend.

6. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.

7. If you chose:
Flying; You like adventure
Driving; You are a laid back person.

8. If you chose:
Lake; You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean; You are spontaneous and like to please people.

9. This wish will come true only if
you repost this with "Emotion Test"
as the subject..

this is quite true. for me (:

LOVE SURVEY!

2006-12-28T20:55:00.000+08:00

You must answer every question..
with
the TRUTH!

01] Is there someone who you like at the moment?
; like? no. love? YES! XD

o2] Have you ever given or been given roses?
; yupp (:

O3] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
; romance movie? does CORPSE BRIDE counts or sth?

O4] How many times can you honestly say you've been in love?
; 1.. 2.. 3..? or was it 4?

O5] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
; yupp. it's just a matter of time (:

O6] Do you think that you should be friends first?
; DUH!

O7] Have you ever had your heartbroken?
; YES! and its COUNTLESS FUCKING TIMES!

O8] What do you think about long-distance relationship?
; its all shit lahh. sucks alots.

O9] Your thoughts on online relationships?
; (refer to qn o8)

1O] Would you rather date someone five years older or younger?
; 5 yrs? older? YOUNGER? over my dead body.

11] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
; yeeesssssss..

12] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always acheater"?
; it depends.

13] How many kids do you want to have?
; 3! ^^

14] Do you usually fall for a wrong boy/girl or the right boy/girl?
; i USED to fall for th WRONG guy. but now, i hv no regrets (:

15] What is your favorite color(s)?
; black, grey, white, purple &&red.

16] What are your views on gay marriage?
; cute XD

17] Have you ever broken someones heart?
; th truth: yes.

18] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you re-marry?
; OVER MY DEAD BODY, HELL NO!

19] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?
; 6? i think.

2O] What song do you want to hear at your wedding?
; for me, screamo songs are fine (: if not, anything think that BYAKUSHI likes (:

teachers hates me? let's see.

2006-12-26T22:14:00.000+08:00

let's see how much teachers HATE me (:

[x[Gotten a referral.
[ ] Gotten detention.
[x] Gotten your cellphone taken away.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[x] Chewed gum during class.

TOTAL: 3

[ ] Gotten late to a class more than 10times.
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times.
[x] Returned at least 5 projects inlate.
[x] Missed school cause you felt likeit.
[ ] Skipped class at least 3 times.

TOTAL: 3

[ ] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.

TOTAL: 4

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace; xanga; etc on the computer in the library
[x] Took pictures during class.
[x] Called someone during class.
[x] Listened to an ipod/cd player/mp3 during class.

TOTAL: 4

[x] threw something at the teacher
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[x] Failed a class test.
[x] Ate food during class.

TOTAL: 5

[x] Gotten a call home
[ ] Couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved bad
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] gotten a referral and ripped it up
[ ] used passes from other days/ or made fake pass
[x] said a curse word during class loud enough so the teacher could hear

TOTAL: 3

ALTOGETHER: 22

add up your score and times it by 4.

88% HATED by teachers!
and i thought they loved me ):
oh well,
i couldn't care less.

quiz.

2006-12-26T15:59:00.000+08:00

GUY-ISH:

[ ] you own a jersey
[ ] you like being sweaty
[ ] you love mud
[x] you've played at least one sport on a team
[x] you've played more than 1 sport for fun
[x] you hate pink
[x] you love hoodies and jeans
[x] pranks are fun
[x] dogs are better than cats
[x] its funny when people get hurt ` depends (:

Total = 7

[x] shopping is torture
[x] pulling heads off dolls isn't creepy..its fun
[ ] you dont cry
[ ] sad movies suck
[x] girl drama is stupid
[ ] painting your nails is weird/stupid
[ ] you own a ps2
[ ] you own an xbox
[ ] you own a gamecube
[ ] at some point in time you wanted to be afirefighter
[ ] you own a psp

Total = 3

[x] you used to be obsessed with powerrangers
[ ] you watch sports center
[x] you watch sports on tv sometimes
[x] gorey movies are the best!
[ ] you arent scared of anything
[x] you take part in "male bonding" ` i guess so...
[ ] you only go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseballcaps
[ ] you aren't sensitive
[ ] no pain no gain

Total = 4

[ ] you like going to football games
[x] night games rock
[ ] spiders and bugs are cool
[ ] you like to freak out your sister or brother
[ ] you used to or do collect baseballcards
[ ] saggy pants are cool
[ ] you get sports illustrated/othersports/ guy magazine
[x] fire is cool
[x] you don't babysit
[x] you're immature

Total = 4

[x] its kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green black red or blue or silverare yourfavorite color(s)
[ ] romantic comedies are boring
[x] you hate dressing up
[x] you dont care about your hair
[x] you love to go crazy and not carewhat people think
[x] climbing is fun
[x] contact sports like football are fun

Total = 7

Now add the numbers up and multiply it by 2
your score is:
"I'm 50% guyish"

GIRL-ISH

[ ] you wear lip gloss.
[x] you shop ` if i can be bothered (:
[x] you wear eyeliner
[ ] you buy different colored shirts
[ ] you wear halters and/or tube tops

total: 2

[x] you dont like shopping at hot topic
[ ] you wear the color pink
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing the color black
[x] you love hanging at the mall

total: 2

[ ] you like getting manicures and/orpedicures
[ ] you like wearing jewellery
[ ] skirts are a part of your wardrobe
[ ] you take a long time doing your hair
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies

total: 0

[ ] you hate the movie star wars
[x] you cry in movies
[ ] you are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics, or dance
[ ] it takes you more than 1/2 hour to get dressed and put on other accesories
[ ] you smile a lot more than u should *SMILE*

total: 1

Add them up,
multiply them by 5,
and..
"iam 25% girlish"

so wadd abt th other 25% ? lol.

i finally hv sth to write abt (:

2006-12-25T15:09:00.000+08:00

doodeedoodeedoo.

right.

when was th last time i blogged?

dunno.

i can't recall.

oh, retarded me.

i'll just start with..

SATURDAY!! 23`12`o6

lalalas.

err..

-recall and recalling-

i'm so fuck-tarded.

okkaaaaaay.

let's see.

AH!

i rmbed (:

forced to wake up

went for boring tuition.

-yawn-

dad drove me to minn's place.

then played with her com.

showed her Justin's friendster,

she nvr stopped screaming!

then Ode came.

went went to Kovan?

and rented Stay Alive and JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE!

then bought junk food <3

lol.

then went back to minn's place

and popped pop corn

i was so amazed lahh

coz i didn't pop corn b4 x)

then watched

STAY ALIVE!

it was suppose to be horror.

but i couldn't stop laughing at th subtitles.

EXAMPLE!

-th DVD plays that the door is creaking open

ths subtitles goes:

[door creaking]

-a girl screaming

th subtitle goes:

[girl screaming]

-ghost making sounds

th subtitles goes:

[groaning creak]

and so much more lahh!

it was so fucknig funny

i couldn't stop laughing.

but its suppose tobe scary

coz it was based on a true story;

Countess Elizabeth Bathory?

however you may spell her name.

killed girl and drank virgin blood

coz she belived that will stop her fm getting old

coz she can't bear to see herself grow old

so,

for safety measure ppl,

plant RED ROSES round ur house (:

coz its said that she'll return.

lalalas.

then we made MASHED POTATO (:

yummy.

but it lacked milk.

MINN IS A POTENTIAL MUM (:

unlike me,

cooking porridge that's burnt,

prata that's burnt,

CURRY that's also burnt,

and more horrible HOME ECON tales (:

i can tell u wadd happened to my burnt curry (:

then watched th DOLL MASTER!!

its Ode's VCD.

horror and gore.

SGP rated is NC16

but its actually PG.

SUCKER!

we watched th front bits of th first disc

then we jumped to th second one.

so much bleeding.

th ending was so sad,

i almost cried

then Ode and Minn told me to be not so emotional.

i mean c'mon lahh.

its vry sad lahhs.

AND MINA IS SUPER CUTE!

i wanna cosplay as her next yr (:

but i'll need a doll that looks just like me.

lalalas.

then we..

slacked?

i showed Ode "Justin th DICKHEAD's" friendster

she got th same reaction as Minn

like:

"THAT'S THE UGLIEST THING I EVER SAW!"

then i was like:

"MY EYES BURNSSS!!"

then odered PIZZA!

ate we ate and watched it as we watch

"JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE!!"

its alright lahh.

but hot chicks was funnier i feel.

then we went home.

and SUNDAY!! 24`12`o6

X'MAS EVE!

lalalas.

(i'll make this vry short and sweet

coz its a suck hell)

went to Wsma

met Minn and Ode

with Din and

Kok Hua <3

then went to cine for YOSHI!

then Kok Hua <3

left first

then took neos

saw Anna, Jia Yuan, Shu Ting,

Anna's friend? and Jie Fu.

apologies to Kok Hua <3

( world, u don't need to ask y)

then went back to Ode's place.

drank "wine" and talked with her family.

it was okiie.

then i left first

went for dinner at Miramar Hotel?

wdv.

it was okiie.

then went back home and slacked

AND MERRY X'MAS and all.

and..

I'M SRY MINN,ODE, DIN and

Kok Hua <3

for ytd's thing.

I'M SRY!

and MERRY X'MAS ALL!

and presents for everyone,

will hv to be belated.

i'm sry.

again.

PSYCHO me!

2006-12-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

lalalas.

Kok Hua <3

made me updateeeeeeeeee my blog

so i am (:

woke up

then slept

then woke up

then slept

then woke up

then slept

(repeat these two steps

for abt 10 times)

then sms and ate bread

some where in th middle

of this "process"..

lalalas.

bathed

and off to volunteer!

hmmm..

late as usual.

and as usual again,

i'm always th youngest there (:

wrapped alot today.

and bizzare bizzare things!

like xbox 360..

wine bottles,

coasters,

cocktail truffles..

and more.

heex.

then after that

Kok Hua <3

came to fetch me home again..

HE BOUGHT ME TH SAW LOSER's ALBUM!!

OMG OMG OMG!!

say it with me!!

OMG OMG OMG!!

GARGHH!!

WHAS!!

-SCREAM!!-

"THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

for th PLUS 44 and SAW LOSER's album"

and not to mention..

"IIE<33xeuu!!"

WHAS!!

lalalas.

bought tako and

ate in th bus.

and took a bus home (:

heex.

rotting blog (:

2006-12-20T22:21:00.000+08:00

hello world (:
yes,
slap me, kill me,
wdv you may wish to do to me.
lalalas.
i noe.
i shd be ashamed of myself
for letting my poor poor blog
ROT
for DAYS!
GARGHH!!
i'm sry lahhs!
i'm just so lazy to post.
and so many things happened,
i just can't recall!
alright alright.
x'mas is coming!
wooots!
i'm volunteering

for charity or sth?

at plaza sing.

so i'm doing x'mas gift wrapping (:

tmr is my last day.

whahahas.

back frm CPA CAMP!

2006-12-13T00:01:00.000+08:00

hell0 hell0s w0rld.
l0l.
lalala.
hahas.
alright world,
missed me?
yeahh, i noe you did.
lawls.
omg.
i'm so qian bian.
alright alright.
came back frm camp.
wooots!
i survived.
hahas.
not like i died there or sth.
no.
hahas.
it was quite fun actually.
made lots &&lots of fwens (:
its a 2D1N camp
at Jalan Bahtera Adventure Camp
which is like..
at LIM CHU KANG?!
hahas.
so this is how it goes
2D1N camp at Jalan Bahtera,
here we go!

DAY 1; MONDAY ! 11`12`o6.

woke up early
like 5 plus.. going to 6?
mum's nagging helped.
then ate breakfast at 6 in th morn.
it feels a lil awkward lahh.
coz th last time i ate breakfast so super early
at my parent's place
was like.. when i was p4?
which was like.. 3 yrs ago.
like whoa.
then bathed and changed
&&headed for Macpherson sec
to assemble

walked to sch with Huda (:
i think i caried th fattest bag there
then we chatted &&waited for ppl
Gauri was late
coz she woke up late
&&took th wrong bus
like lol lahh!

then we took ur shirt
Emerson was like asking me wadd sch i was frm
then i so forgotten
then i was like," wadd sch am i frm arhh?"
then Xuan hui said Manjusri.
then i was like,"oh ya okiie"
then th same happened for my name
lol.
i'm so retarded.
then we changed
lalala.

got into our groups.
I'M IN GRP 1!
yeahh.
Lionel didi, uncle FUCKER william,
Adeline jiie, Jia ni,
Dewi, Elzuan, Emily,
Jun Jie, Wei Liang,
Celester, Yi Xiang, Leonard,
Felicia &&me! were in th same group.
see?
i still rmb who were in my group
i can even tell u their schs (:
lalalas.

then,
th saddening inevitable came.
COACH JASON WANTED US
TO SURRENDER OUR PHONES!
i was like screaming
&&not wanting to let my phone go.
but no choice.
haiix.
then sit th bus
go to camp.
i thought we were at Sentosa.
lol!
see??
i'm such a crapist.
we finally arrived.

then
i think we assembled at th MPH
or sth.
can't rmb le lahhs.
lalalas.
go put our things in th huts.
hut #13!
th guy's was #5,
opp ours.
its beri cute.
okiie.
its like a lil house.
double deck.
first deck;
totally open!
yes.
with benches at th side.
then there's this metal stairs,
leading to th second lvl.
with a gate &&lock.
then second deck;
alright.
the.. longer side of th hut
is open!
but there's some plank of metal
to block us
incase we jump down or sth.
then th shorter side of th plank is
just plank &&planks of wood.
th ground?
planks of wood again.
there's this walk way in th middle
&&we sleep at th sides
which is th open are with th metal planks.
sleeping on solid wood?
my arms ached lot.
lol

then we had tea break
&&an ice breaking session

among our groups.
lalalas.
then lecture.
quite alright (:
th presenter was really good.
then..

LUNCH TIME!
our group was on duty.
while th other 2 group did
TH HUNGRY CHEER!
i saw a MONKEY run by!
so cute lahh.
hahas.
when i washed my hands,
i like saw a lizard run past,
i screamed.
lol

then we got a safety briefing
on th challenge rope course we're doing
and th helmets stinks!
hahas.
for my group,
we did this obstacle
which was like
planks of wood
hanging frm 2 strings.
so some were slanted.
then th planks were arranged
such that it goes up then down then up again.
so our instructor assigned us with numbers.
i'm 2 &&Adeline was 1.
she was suppose to climb first
but god noes wadd happened
i ended up being th first one climbing.
like OMG OMG OMG!
nbm.
i didn't it was scary.
until i started climbing o.0
when th other groups were like..
i dunno wadd they were doing.
i was already climbing
&&i tink Daryl? was like,

"see! got one girl started climbing already!"
so lalalas.
climbing was okiie.
until i was abt to walk on th planks.
i was,"hmm. okiie."
retardedly i took th first step.
then th weather was turning bad.
clouds were grey &&th wind was blowing.
i was like holding th planks

&&swinging in mid air
&&SCREAMING like hell lahhs.
like omg omg omg.
esp when i got onto th second plank.
i screamed even more
coz th wind was blowing heavier
th thing was swinging even harder.
then my instructor asked me
if i wanted to stay up there
for th whole night
i said i wouldn't mind.
then slowly
i managed to cross th whole thing (:
-clap clap-
my fingers hurt.
lalalas.
cheered &&talked to everyone.
grp 2's obstacle was easy
so th instructor made them
sing song &&take photos
while they're doing th obstacle.
i mean c'mon lahh.
walking on a wobbling log =.=
too easy!

half way it rained
so we had our tea break in th eating cafeteria
then proceeded to th indoor rock wall
everyone climbed th wall
grp 2 cheated.
nbm.
lalalas.

BATH TIME!
Huda, Gauri, Cheryl &&i
were like waiting for a cubicle like..
FOREVER.
then i went in.
bathed.
i was like th only idiot

screaming in th toilet
coz th water

WAS SO DAMN

FUCKING

COLD
i was like telling Huda,

" jiie jiie de water beri cold"
she was laughing.
same for Gauri.
like so cold lahhs.
and then..

YUMMY BUFFET DINNER (:
yummy yummy.
hahas.

after dinner,
we're suppose to come up with a mascot.
my group's mascot is
ADELINE!
hahas.
i kept poking her.
lol
then there were straws

for us to "deco" Adeline, right?
so i stuffed them in her hair X)
GEISHA!
whakakes.
then th other group members

"adevertise" Adeline
&&"deco" her.
so fun (:
our group did th best

i think
&&screamed th loudest
-clap clap-
then debrief?
or sth
ate fruit cake for supper (:

then
when everyone was

brushing their teeth,
Nabila frm grp 3 was like singing?!
&&all th gurls thought

she ate th wrong medicine.
lol
(she's vry hyper but
not as high as me
when i was at th sec 1 camp)
it went sth like..
"you dun hv to brush ur teeth
coz th nexy day
it'll still be vry stinky"
like lol.
all out of tune one lahh.
&&LIGHTS OUT at 10?!
yes.
beri early.

its dark at night

they could hv told us

to bring a flashlight or sth.
&&our instructor scolded us.
Huda, Gauri and Cheryl &&i
couldn't sleep
so we're th 4 idiots whispering all th way
then i kept a look out
coz i was slping at th vry corner
so i get a better view
we were so retarded lahhs.
Cheryl was like burping,
farting, yawning really loudy
&&making all sorts of funny noises.
i said i was a look out right?
i saw instructorss
twice
then i thought i saw someone standing there
a guy in black jacket &&jeans
turns out there was no one there
probably bcoz i didn't hv my specs on.
lawls.
then we heard cricket sounds,
Cheryl's weird noises,
dogs barking &&howling,
frogs,
&&INDIAN SONG!
&&th guys too.
we weren't suppose to leave our huts and night
not even th toilet
so me &&Gauri were like
holding onto our pee.
OMG! it was so mad.
then Cheryl scared me.
she saw one guy running to th toilet
in a white top
so she thought it was a ghost.
like lol.
alright.
more to say.
won't say.
then i slept a lil
&&opened my eyes
&&it went on a few times.
i got a bloody mosquitoe bite.
it was super big
&&itchy.
my head ached.
my pillow (my fat bag) was killing me
th floor was a murder
coz its so hard,
my sleeping bag didn't make any diff.
but i noe Kok Hua <3

would love it.

hahas.

DAY 2; TUESDAY! 12`12`o6.

suppose to wake up at 7.3o

but everyone woke up like earlier than that

we didn't care.

we opened th window,

looked down

&&i said GD MORN to th boys.

they all looked up,

&&stared at us.

creepy.

then we bathed.

hahas.

again,

i'm th idiot still screaming

over cold bathing water.

GARGHH.

th guys did morn run

they stopped only

when two guy tripped over each other

&&one landed on th other.

hahas.

then BREAKFAST.

our grp did duty again.

then another workshop 3 hrs straight

my ass and back hurts alot.

then lunch finally our grp did

TH HUNGRY CHEER!

then we had th sharing

of previous projects

then we're suppose to come up

with a project

&&we did i think

our group did pretty well (:

-clap clap-

then got our certs

&&badge took grp

&&mass photo

hyper Nabila was like,

"okiie everyone say ITCHYBUTT"

(sth lidat)

we did that.

like lol lahhs.

&&said bb our coach

&&instructors and officers.

GOT MY PHONE BACK <3

my french manicure?

is like coming off.

lol.

took th bus back to Macpherson

&&went home by car

had alot of head aches recently

went home,

slp,

wake up,

dinner,

talk on th phone,

com,

then phone.

i made Kok Hua <3

really fucking pissed.

i'm so sry.

TODAY; WEDNESDAY 13`12`o6.

then i called Yvette for help

i bathed at 2 in th morn.

for fear of ghosts,

i on all lights (:

&&slept at 3 plus

msg Kok Hua <3

in th morn.

slowly, we're okiie le.

Byakushi <3,

i'm sry i pissed you off last night.

then he came over to my place

to spend time with each other.

now he got his laptop back le (:

Yvette went to Pulau Ubin le.

&&Jie Fu still haben come back frm Malaysia.

oh well,

this is my longest post (:

ever.

wee.

whakakes.

depressed.

2006-12-10T18:07:00.000+08:00

hello world.

not so optimistic me.

moody.

oh,

Lily Allen's Littlest Things

caused this

but its not her fault.

read her lyrics

you'll noe wadd i fucking mean.

sighh.

alright.

tuition today.

then Kok Hua <3

sent me home

after he followed me

to Ice Lemon Tee

and Popular.

guess this is all.

tmr and Tuesday

will be at a camp

so won't be blogging.

will miss all.

sighh.

its an overnight camp.

i dun care abt sch hw

i dun gv a fuck.

i juz wan to replay her song

over and over

and over

again and again

and again

and again.

if only i can download it

and put it on my blog or sth.

sighh.

oh well.

this suckx.

fuck that.

dead.

i'm an idiot (:

2006-12-09T18:41:00.000+08:00

Lily Allen's Littlest Things.

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dont why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world that could replace you

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things remind me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

i like that song (:

i can't put this on my blog.

TH DAMN WEBSITE DOESN"T HV THIS SONG!

anyways,

back to TUITION!

after like a mth?

lawls.

SLACKER!

i didn't understand wadd th teacher taught

I'M AN IDIOT!

yeahh.

was abt to go meet Kok Hua <3

when someone suddenly grabbed my hand

and was like," CRISTAL! CRISTAL!"

yes yes.

its Hui Min.

we were like.. OMG lahh.

then we talked in th bus

HUI MIN IS AN ASSHOLE!

i could hv like.. alighted at Marina Square

BUT!

she dragged me all th way

to Dhoby Ghaud

blah blah.

then i met her fwen, Sophia.

super chio gurl.

then another fwen.

i dunno wadd his name,

but he has sharp pointy eye brows.

HAHAS!

blah blah.

walked around at Plaza Sing.

then went to find Kok Hua <3

blah blah.

he sent me home.

and..

i guess this is all.

err..

ya.

Hui Min is going to th LIME sonic BAng or FEST

wdv

SAW LOSER IS THERE?!

i can't go.

fuck that.

FUCK!

i miss Masashi.

hahas.

no.

nvm.

i think he can't rmb me.

and Sam too.

sighh.

another boring day in my boring life (:

2006-12-08T15:29:00.000+08:00

[x]You always wear black shirts
[x]You always think that it is better to leave this world
[ ]You don't care about your physical appearance
[x]You always cry
[x]You don't have any inspirations

TOTAL: 4

[ ]You don't have time to make people laugh
[ ]You usually talk with God
[x]You always read your horoscope in your space
[x]You get low grades this past few days
[x]The color of your space is black or emo

TOTAL : 3

[x]You always think that you are a fool
[x]You used to hear sentimental songs ` i suppose
[x]It is better for you to be alone than to be with someone ` not now anymore (:
[x]You think that guys are two-timers ` SOME can't decide who they wanna be with
[ ]You love tazz mania
[ ]You don't care about sports ` it helps me to slim down

TOTAL: 4

[x]You always think that no one loves and cares about you ` last time, ya
[x]You think that you don't want to love anymore ` last time, ya
[x]You thought of suicide
[x]You don't care about showbiz
[x]You sometimes realize that you are talking to yourself ` since birth

TOTAL: 5

[x]When you're taking a picture with yourself,you notice that you're not smiling
[x]You have many problems to solve
[x]You hate yourself so much ` sometimes
[x]You hate people around you ` not quite
[x]You sometimes blame yourself even though its not your fault ` foolishly, yes

TOTAL: 5

[ ]You think that rockers are cool ` like who?
[x]You sometimes imagined that you are in hell
[x]You used to watch horror movies rather than comedy movies
[x]You cry when you see that your parents are arguing
[x]You want in the dark place rather than light place ` sometimes
[ ] You like to surf on the internet rather than to talk with your brothers/sisters
[ ]You are willing to sacrifice yourself even for your mortal enemy ` i must be an idiot.
[ ]You are willing to sacrifice yourself for the world

TOTAL: 4

add the total and x3

i'm 75% emotional.
whoa. sweeet. i think Ode can ace this quiz, no sweat. hahas.

i like copied this frm Winnie's blog. i saw it so i thought of doing. i'm sry if i'm rude or anything by just simply ripping sth frm ur blog. i'm sry. i'm just plain bored. alright world, let me tell you abt my boring life today (:

err..

WEDNESDAY!

nth happened that day.

THURSDAY!

well well,

not too bad.

at th vry least sth happened.

suppose to wake up at nine?

ended up i woke at 1o.3o

coz i couldn't care

even if my parents disturbed me.

-yawn-

blah blah

went to Ode's house

suppose to swim in th morn

but it rain

then i tried on her costumes

for th cosfest thingy.

blah blah,

had lunch

then..

went to cineleisure

then heeren

then wisma

then back to her place

then SWIM!

then

dinner

boredom

and home.

hee.

our neoprints were shit.

like vry shit.

sian.

minn couldn't come.

haiix.

oh,

its oso Yvette jiie jiie

de first mth anni.

happy anni (:

TODAY!

bought books at sch.

saw

Jia Yuan,

Mummy,

Shu Ting

and Kok Hua <3

hahas.

havoc lahh they.

well,

not really.

then went home

meet Kok Hua <3

hehex.

then went home

bored at home

-ROTTING-

today is Jia Yuan

de 6th MTH ANNI.

whoa.

i'm envious.

fat fat CHIZURU!

2006-12-05T17:09:00.000+08:00

yes!

i'm FAT!

i gain so much weight.

i need surgery.

i'm F-A-T!

look at th layers of them.

oh god.

its disgustingly sick.

GARGHH!

alright.

SUNDAY!

ate at my dearest

MEGUMI!

I LOOVEEE th

MEGUMI TARA RAMEN!

shhiok.

Cod Fish Ramen in milky miso base

with extra bamboo shoots (:

yummmmmyy..

MONDAY!

had lunch at

Royal China

i ate vry lil.

and its vry fulling for me.

hahas.

ate with..

i think 8 other family members.

i suppose.

then went to

Bugis (:

shop shop.

bought a pair of ear rings!

they're not cheap.

didn't really find anything i like.

none of th shops there

sells nice stripes tee.

SUCKER!

took a bus.

then went to somewhere in..

Chinatown.

my despo aunt craving for deserts.

went for a foot massage there.

tickles on my right foot.

hahas.

i was like

th only idiot talking

th loudest

and longest there

on th phone.

i'm spo bored

and luckily,

Kok Hua called me

at th right time (:

i learnt abt this shocking news

frm my relative

abt someone

for me to noe,

for you ppl to find out.

but still,

i won't say.

BLEHH!

then we miraculously

walked to People's Park.

it was a boring day.

and..

all th striped tee there

are sucky.

bought a black tee there.

it has a giant thumb print infront

and two hand prints in white at th back

i likeee.

going for a cosfest this Sunday (:

we're really going crazy.

WOOHOO!

then minn, ode and i

can come together again!

iichigo chizu okashi!

strawberry cheese cake!

i hope i got th spelling right.

oh HARMONY!

2006-12-03T17:31:00.000+08:00

SUCCESS!

yesshh.

ytd's HARMONY CONCERT

was a great SUCCESS!

you shd hv seen th SMILE

on th conductor's face.

it was such a relief.

i cleared my mini solo.

no sweat.

phhew.

hahas.

and 2 other songs too.

alright.

ytd was a long day.

so packed and so insane.

woohoo.

alright.

saturday o2`12`o6

here we go again!

woke up.

early in th damn morn.

gv Jie Jin morning call again.

lol.

then bathed

and changed

and packed.

headed to Toa Payoh

to meet everyone.

everyone was early.

beri good.

brought them

to my mum's salon.

everyone had their hair stlyed.

almost late

BUT BUT BUT!

we're on time

too reach Mayflower

at 10.30 sharp.

thank god.

then talked and walked around.

shortass wore contacts.

Adeline said he looks

cute (or was it shuai)

without his specs

so i told her

to consult an optionist.

blah blah.

packed and

checked and

carried my instrument.

weee.

hand hurts.

doesn't matter.

took a bus to

SINGAPORE CONFERENCE HALL.

unfortunately,

there's no screams

for Kok Hua was at home

so didn't chase th bus.

hahas.

unloaded instrument.

i wasted my time

waiting for

i-dunno-wadd-i'm-waiting-for.

then ran abt.

changed.

had make upon

and th KILLER heels.

my toes hurts.

blah blah.

rehearsal!

(however you may spell it)

i screwed up my solo a lil.

percussion had problems again.

conductor is pissed.

blah blah.

some of us

wasted our time

waiting for nth.

sian.

DINNER!

passed my ticket to my aunt.

EVERYONE CAME.

Jospeh took a pic of me.

i chased him around

in my costume and heels.

bashed him as much as i could.

bloody asshole.

then i was so shy to see Kok Hua.

i kept my head low

anf held Phyllis's hand

coz i couldn't see.

then we saw each other.

i hide

in between two vending machines.

lol.

see,

i'm not that fat,

though i am.

blah blah.

CONCERT!

ran round back staged.

played at resting room.

PANICKED!

tried to calm down.

family called me out

during th interval.

there was like..

9 of them.

like whoa!

or was it like 10?

figure.

family saw Kok Hua and others.

Kok Hua and others saw family.

hahas.

ain't that great?

i'm being sarcastic.

then i was like shaking at backstage

before my first song.

Pei Yi gave me huggs (:

ppl wished me good luck at back staged.

i was jumping abt.

weee~

i was so tensed on staged

so i tried to relax.

and smile (:

i couldn't find Kok Hua at th audience

only my family

and Harmony and all.

sob sob ):

then everything went smoothly.

esp th last song.

conductor was happy.

so were we.

that's abt all.

ran abt again.

met family and fwens.

checked instrument.

left for supper.

Kok Hua was abt to talked to my father

when my father suddenly shouted at me.

then Kok Hua thanked god he didn't.

hahas.

talked to Kok Hua and then slept (:

HARMONY CONCERT

was fun (:

forgotten to exchange contacts with

th Mayflower pupils.

oops.

i dun really care (:

lol.

co camp.

2006-11-28T21:44:00.000+08:00

co camp?
in my opinion,
it wasn't as fun
as th previous yrs
frm wadd i knew.
but okiie,
i get meet new fwens
frm MAYFLOWER!
whakakes.
nice meeting
or nowing all (:
but it was more of
"intensive training"
rather than
"co camp"
figures.
nbm.
here goes th joruney!
27 to 30th Nov!
here we go!

and
MONDAY!

had breakfast at mcd
again!
this time,
Yvette was late
for she had misplaced her wallet.
so i take away an
egg mcmuffin for her.
hahas.
not funny.
then Kok Hua and i
were like laughing abt.
then kok Hua
keep on playing with me.
GARGHH.
me and Yvette almost
went ki siao.
lol.
then carry th instruments
into th truck.
heavy.
then took th bus to Mayflower.
there was two;
a blue and yellow.
i took th yellow one.
Kok Hua asked me
which bus i took
i told him th yellow one.
then just as th bus moved,
Kok Hua come out,
from god-noes-where,
in his bike
and chased after th bus.
like WHAHAHAS!
everyone in th bus was like
screaming!
it was so sweet lahh.
he was like zoooming
to catch up with th bus .
in th end,
th bus took another turn,
he turned th other way
and lost track.
sob sob sob ):
but he tried.
everyone saw th effort there (:
-clap clap-
beri good
beri good (:
then blah blah.
food sucks there.
quite strict.
went home and all.
blah blah.
heard that Chee Hao
quit smoking
over a gurl he now likes.
and more and more.
heard this and that
and that and this.
and blah blah.

and
TUESDAY!

err..
went to Mayflower.
blah blah.
BORING!
can't rmb anything.
hahas.
similar to ytd's happenings.
blah blah.
i can't recall.

alright,
WEDNESDAY!

wdd happened arhh?
can't recall.
lol!

hmmm.

seriously.

same thing happened.

i think today was th day wen

i received another 20 jumping jacks

or star jumps.

again.

for talking back.

-.+ wtf.

then during combined

for san liu.

this is th fun part.

then came my part for san liu.

my part fast mahh

so chiong all th way.

practiced everything without

teacher's help (:

then made 2 percussion gurls

frm Mayflower

stunt! (:

i think.

while playing,

heard papa and

th two gurls talking,

abt me.

if i'm not wrong.

i pretended i wasn't listening,

pretended i didn't know anything.

heard them say sth abt me,

bloody shortass,

and me playing instrument or sth.

dunno.

i stunt them! (:

haha!

not funny.

then blah blah.

Kok hua sent me home (:

he was moody coz..

i dunno why.

blah blah.

lalala.

last day,

THURSDAY!

stunt some ppl again.

including Kai Wen?

did i get th name right?

dunno.

i suppose so.

he was th one who gv me 20

star jumps or jumping jacks or sth.

then blah blah.

Phyllis was pissed

with me.

i noe its my fault.

i'm sry.

then she said i was th one

who broke

her stick.

when i didn't at all.

it wasn't exactly broken.

i dunno.

sighh.

hopefully she's better now.

sighh.

first mth (:

didn't celebrate though

i'm used to it.

finally drew a piece for him.

i did it during co

when i had absolutely nth to do.

so i drew

and used markers to fill in.

a lil plain

but i like it (:

hahas.

TODAY!

tuition in th morn

i was th only gurl

-.+

then went to find Kok Hua

Jian Liang bullied me

lol.

not funny.

walked frm like kallang to

sims drive market

or was it a hawker centre?

don't know!

went to marina square

with Joseph too.

we're so insane.

saw -ahemm-

made fun of her.

we're so insane there.

took an mrt

then a taxi home.

wanna thk Yvette

for lying to my mum x)

lol.

tmr

will be th Harmony Concert (:

worried and excited.

hahas.

i'm only playing 3 songs.

doesn't matter.

and i only come in after

th interval.

so i'll be vry bored.

so,

it gvs me more time

to calm down

in any case

that i may go high or sth.

hahas.

not funny.

8 ppl,

including me

are going to my mum's shop

to get our hair done.

and it appears that

some of us isn't as happy.

sighh.

well,

who cares.

shall end here.

i suppose.

till sunday i'll post.

Phyllis is bloody bloody pissed.

nobody is telling me why.

they just say its nth.

sighh.

life sucks. really sucks.

it does.

th world is unfair.

injustice and all.

sighh.

i suppose everyone

is better off dead.

woopee.

wtf has th world come into?

2006-11-26T15:46:00.000+08:00

I'M SORRY MINN.
i noe wadd i said was wrong.
its not that talking to you
is uncomfortable or sth
maybe its bcoz
we dun talk as often now,
and we're frm diff
enviroment and all
so its a lil weird or sth.
I'M SORRY.

and world,
wadd's wrong with me that u're not
buying any tickets from
ME?
didn't i say u'll be BLESSED
frm god and all?
wadd?
u dun belive a thing i say?
or izit bcoz
you dun like my face??
i knew it!
its that DAMN,
bloody,
twisted
PIMPLE on my face!
or wadd Ode calls it;
th PIMPLE of DOOOOOM!
btw,
ODE IS BACK FRM JAP!
-clap clap*

i'm sooo JEALOUS of her.
she's reeeeechh, preeettaye and all
and th thing is
SHE MET GAZETTE LIVE
in a hell press conference
and she.. (i shan't say)
as much as i want to screw her,
i, unfortunately can't
for i hv no dick wadsoever.
so, i shall fool myself
into thinking that
she's just lucky (:

so much for that
back to th PIMPLE of
DOOOOOM!
and it is,
in its name,
th PIMPLE of DOOOOM.
why?!

firstly,
PPL ARE NOT BUYING TIX FRM ME.
and,
i can't play song on my blog.

weird things happens in my house.
like really weird.
i was bathing once,
then i thought my mum
was shouting my name over and over again
then i shouted," i'm bathing!"
then after that she came,
and asked me wadd happened.
then i said,
" i thought u were shouting my name?"
she said no.
then iwas like,
"oh. okiie"
weird?
i noe.

then i was talking to Kok Hua
like a few mins past 1 in th morn.
then i was in my parents room
talking with my house phone.
there's another one in th dining room.
and here comes th eerie,
creeeeepy part.

in th midst of th conversation,
we heard sth like there's
SOMEONE
in th DINING room,
picking up th phone,
pressing th redial button
and we heard th numbers being dialled.
over and over again
like more than 5 times.
whoa.
then i asked my mum
if she heard anything
she said,
"no, its late, slp now"
then shortly after i hung up,
i heard like
SOMEONE
hunging up th call
OUTSIDE,
in th DINING ROOM.
i thank god i managed to get some slp.

and this hideous PIMPLE
gv me frequent migrane attacks everyday.
i can die!

i kept getting hurt frm
my instruments,
falling onto me.
scratching and bruising me.
GARGHH.

okiie. i can't recall anymore
SINFUL DEEDS and
ill- fated happenings
this twisted PIMPLE
had brought upon.
and i do not wish to.

YTD! saturday, 25`11`06.

woke up freaking early
for BREAKFAST!
at aljunied mac with Yvette
Fu Fung was suppose to come,
but she didn't.
then Kok Hua was there early
coz his dad woke up him to
accompany for breakfast.

then Yvette came.
we bought food together.
yummmmm.
then we were laughing
HYSTERICALLY
then we mixed all th sauce
and evrything together.
its was sick.

then vice chair said if we're late,
we hv to run round th sch
3 times.
oh ya,
friday i got jumping jacks
(or was it star jumps)
20 TIMES OUTSIDE CO ROOM.
coz we late.
=.=
anyways,
then we took a cab back to sch.
we told th driver to turn into th sch.
then Kok Hua was like,
"oi! y am i in th sch?!"
lol!

then me and Yvette
ran up to CO room.
then shortly after,
we were like vomitting outside th room
and still laughing
then we borrowed water bottles
to wash th vomit away.
there's still lil egg bits
frm Yvette's breakfast.
LOL!

then brought th instruments down to th hall.
Mayflower pupils came.
blah blah.
vice chair got pumping from us.
he still owes us one. x) lol.

i lied to my parents that i hv CO
till 5
when it ended at 12
so i went to Vivo
with Kok Hua,
Joseph,
Yvette,
Fu Feng
and Jia Yuan.
look at Jia Yuan and Fu Feng,
u'll think they are long lost sis.
same looks and hair,
both under "depression".
lol.
went home,
slept,
dinner,
talked to Minn and Ode,
tv
and
sleeeeeep (:
shhiok.
funn.
now i'm HIGH!
but not as high as YTD!
WHHEEE
and WOOPEEs (: